Waiting, Waiting, Waiting...

I have decided that pregnancy is just a big waiting game.  It seems this last little bit is taking FOREVER!!  I think the biggest problem is that I was planning on having a baby at the end of August and then that got changed to possibly the middle of August because Benjamin is so big.  Now, I have been told it could happen anytime and I am not really liking this answer!!  I feel nervous about every little bit of pain that I feel wondering if it is tearing of my scar tissue or just pressure on the scar.  It is not fun!  Time used to fly between my appointments and not it is taking FOREVER!  I go again on Thursday (tomorrow) and will actually see my doctor so I am hoping to have more answers about what the game plan is going to be.  I am pretty sure that Benjamin will be born in the next week...I just hope it is not on Samantha's birthday (my sisters share a birthday and they have both told me to avoid it if at all possible)!  I talked to Samantha about the possibility of her brother being born on her birthday and she was excited until I told her that meant we would be spending the day in the hospital instead of out celebrating her birthday...I am not sure she wants to share a birthday anymore!!